K.
bye
I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN THIS WEIRD FEEEELING ATM.
FIRST OF ALL THESE EXAMS ARE MAKING ME SEEM MUCH OLDER THAN I AM - i swear I aged overnight.
HUWAHFUQHFUFHQU
Even though within the next week
Life will get back to normal
There is still something
I need to LET IT OUT
of course they keep reminding me - that I never tagged along, that I didn’t join in.
that it’s all about the fun.
then again of course I’m leaving early for summer -
away from this life I have to know
away from what we built- it’s crumbling down
AND ALSO THIS GUY AND I ARE STARTING TO GO VERY WELL BUT SUMMER IS GOING TO BE IN THE WAY - im not complaining about summer but
OMFG
SUCH BAD TIMING
EVERYTHING IS SUCH BAD TIMING